Back from a long absences....

Hello hello Lovelies! I'm back again! after being gone for almost a month!

and I'll Explain why.....

so the last time I wrote on here was the beginning of the month and that was the Warm Bodies book review, so I will explain the reason why I have abandon my blog. so on Oct 9th I had surgery nothing big it was a lap band procedure so I was away from normal activity for a week but to be honest the surgery was rough on me. when I was in recovery after the surgery I couldn't breathe and with that type of procedure after you wake up it's kinda hard to breathe because you have this band that's wrapped around the mouth of your stomach and needles to say it as a very rough morning for me I couldn't breathe properly I had to be on oxygen for a couple of hours and it was painful to burp i think that was the worse thing ever out of the whole procedure, also I was in the most horrible mood ever because I couldn't stay in bed to recover I had to walk around and all that jazz hahaha ya know I love me some sleep. but none the less I'm proud of myself that I went through this procedure in all honesty it's something I did not ever think I would of done but I'm happy I started off being 310 lbs back on Sept 25 and It is Nov 1 and I am proud to say I am down 26.8 lbs! right now I'm 283.2lbs and I'm still going my mom and I talked about me getting the surgery done a couple of years ago...circa 2006 and I told her I don't know I would like to try losing weight on my own and if all else fails then I would consider the thought of  lap band surgery, so 5 years later wasn't able to lose weight all I could lose was 30lbs and I could not go any down any further I was just stuck there and it really did frustrated me which caused me to binge and gain that weight and plus more it's not that I took the easy way out i really really tried everything you name it i tried it so in the end I decided to just stop fighting it and decided to take my last card and this is how you know God is good my insurance was 100% covered I didn't have to pay anything :D on another note I will be creating another page tab on the blog keeping track of my weight loss journey and also adding some recipes as well...it's gonna be a difficult journey but I'm willing to go through it :-)

SOOOOO I am so sorry I have left you guys so abandoned! and I really hope you guys support me with this procedure it would mean a lot to me!

love ya bunches!!!